God is looking for people who are surrendered to Him so He can work through them freely. Many call Him Lord but never mean it. To acknowledge Him as Lord means total surrender in word and deed. This is a high calling and only a few will do it. To obey His call is to be free. This freedom is not cheap. Jesus died daily so that was His preparation for His death on the Cross. To die daily to your selfish thoughts desires and wishes is the only way to live in total freedom. You know this in your head but till it is in your heart you will never know the meaning of true freedom. Decide today to live only for the Lord and you will taste what it means to be free.
I worked as a Consultant Psychiatrist in UK and Australia for over 40 years.